Writings
Reflections on somatic healing, neurodivergence, chronic illness, and embodied Magick, written the way I'd say it across the table from you.
I was being charged for a service meant to help my chronic illness, while my chronic illness was the reason I couldn't show up. That experience stuck. Not because I'm angry at the practitioner. But because I realized I was doing the same thing to my own clients.
What happens when the medical system tells you nothing is wrong while every cell in your body is screaming? A meditation on belief, symptom validity, and trusting your own nervous system as data.
The neurodivergent brain processes experience differently. Sometimes what needs to shift lives below language, in the fascia, in the vagal response, in the places where the body holds what the mind can't yet name.
Fascia is more than connective tissue. It's a communication network. A container. A witness to every emotion you never expressed, every fight you never had, every time you learned to make yourself smaller.
QHHT isn't about entertainment or past-life tourism. It's about accessing the deepest part of you that's been waiting for you to finally stop running. What does that conversation feel like? What changes when you listen?
This collection is growing
Future writings will get into medical gaslighting and recovery, the particular Magick of the apothecary, what it means to be a queer healer in a rural space, and the long conversation between body and spirit at the heart of all this work. In the meantime, the longer-form thinking lives on The Enchanted Cauldron podcast.